Cass...
你现在跟他在一起真的很开心吗?
你敢面对面的告诉我，你现在很开心吗?

补偿?
是这样补偿法的吗?
是这样补偿一个流逝的感情吗?
在感情中所付出的，不是双方面因爱对方而无条件付出的吗?
难道我对这方面有些误解吗?

为何你还要这么受尽委屈的回到他身边呢?
为何你还要那么的执着，一心想回到他的身边呢?
为何你不能珍惜一下你自己呢?

haiz...
I really dun understand why?
Dun understand what U rili tinking?
Even now... u 2 haven patch...
In order to get back his trust... U willing to stop all contact wif all other guys...
(which last tym onli he do tt...)
In order to amend him... U willing to meet him everyday...
(Jus like u do to me... Izzit coz u wanna b fair to him?)
Why even u know he wont trust u like b4 or wont trust u at all le... U still wanna patch wif him?
Why even u know he wont treat u as good as b4 or wont treat u good at all le... U still wanna patch wif him?
Why even u know if u 2 patch back le... u 2 wont b like b4... n u will only b the one in committing.. u still wanna patch wif him?
haiz...
I rili rili dun understand ur tot... I rili dun...

Somehow... After I heard wat u sae...
I really blame myself lot lot...
I rili rili rili regret why I let u go...
Even if I die oso will stop u de...
I rili hate myself lot lot... haiz..

Why thing bcum like tt....?
Is it coz of me appear in ur life...?
If I didnt appear in ur life...
Thing wont bcum like tt le rite?
What I can say now is... Sorry... For being dere...
对不起!
真的很对不起!

我知道你一定认为我说了这么多...
只是为了挽留你，为了要你回到我的身边...
可是... 我可以很肯定的告诉你...
我不是!
我只是想要你清醒过来....
想要你知道，爱一个人，想补偿一个人不是这样子做的... haiz...

虽然，我不能否认我还是深爱着你，还是想要自私的把你占有，
但是... 就像我之前所说的...
只要你幸福快乐就好...
其它的... 我都无所谓了吧! =)