Tuesday, January 1, 2008, 4:35 AM
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Why I feel so pain when I noe the truth?
Why? Why ended up like this?
Why she dun wait for me?
Why dun she wait for me to watch firework tgt?
I really luv her..
Jus that I dun have the courage to chase her back.
Only can let her go freely...
Months pass... eventually she wif zhenlin le..
She seen to be veri happy wif him...
I saw liao.. dunno shld b happy for her or wat...
Those feeling... so painful...
I tink what I can do now is to congratz her,
congratz her founding her luv one...
n forgetting abt me...
Mayb our love bonds is tt weak ba..
I noe I should have let go months ago...
but... I..
haiz...
It is jus too hard for me to put down..
Now my mood has fall deep deep down to the start when we jus have a big big fight..
Year'08 seem to really mke me pain over again...
I Luv her...
But I dunno what I can do to be wif her...
Somemore.. she already wif zhenlin le... haiz..
Saw her many times wif zhenlin..
Wanna tok to her... but.. I dunno how to tok to her while she is wif zhenlin...
Find her out so many times.. she just push away...
I really dunno what to do...
Mayb zhenlin has more experience...
Is the only one tt will make her feel happy ba...
haiz....
How I wish I have a chance to be wif her again...!
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