Wednesday, January 2, 2008, 5:53 AM
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It is too late for me to do anything le...
Haiz...
Suddenly.. I dun feel like doing anything else..
No mood to do anything...
No mood to eat.. no mood to work either...
I tink I bcuming a zombie le ba...
He really treat her good as compare to me..
Mayb.. I m too demanding ba..
Or.. mayb.. I dun really noe how to maintain a r/s as it was my first love..
She was my first stead...
haiz...
I wish I could let go... coz i dun wanna b the third party...
As from her blog.. she really veri happy wif him...
even go to meet her family le.. go his house le..
As i rmb, she dun even wanna come to my house... haiz..
Now on my mind is all her.. all the memories wif her start to flash back into my mind...
worst thing is.. I oso imagine the scene tt he wif zl from her blog..
OMG.. I gg insane...
Can anyone knock on my head and let me lost my memories abt me n her?
Coz I feel veri pain...
Ytd.. she accompany till i slp around 340am..
yet... I wake up at 5+ le.. n couldnt go back to slp anymore...
haiz..
What thing bcum like tt...?
I tink is all my fault.. if I can express it out earlier.. thing wont b like tt le..
But.. if she really love me.. den thing wont bcum like tt also le rite?
I really miss her...
really luv her...
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