Read through ade de blog in the evening...
My feeling was affected by her post in a sudden...
At that very moment... I was veri down and emo...
Question like..
Didn't I treasure her?
Didn't I care for her?
Didn't I concern abt her?
Didn't I try to understand her?
Didn't I try to save our r/s?
Didn't I ...?
came to my mind...
Haiz..
Anyway.. It is all over le.. It has past so long le..
Why m I here mentioning again?
No point to recall nor think again le rite..?
Althought until now.. we havent sae "break up"..
不过.. 我们心里都有数了吧! 因为逼近也过了这么久了! 嗨。。
我想我在短期内, 也不会再进入新的感情了。
Coz I dun wanna get hurt once again...
I am afraid of it once again...
On the other hand... until now.. I still cant really get used with single life...
I want love yet I scare to love...!
I sound so contradicting..
Emo-ing is not my job anyway..
Just kanna affected by ade nia..
So no more emo-ing from now on le.. (if possible...)
5>>>>>
4>>>>
3>>>
2>>
1>
Okay.. back to normal mood...
Let say some happy things...
Nowadays.. I m having fun in the office...
Chatting, Crapping, and playing uno during break time wif vic, grace, weiling and weekee..
So I dun really hate to go office le..
Coz I m not lonely dere anymore le..
After work.. I went out to town wif En Ci..
It has been quite a long time since I meet her le...
I tink I last met her during my birthday ba...
She is still the same..
Just that.. she bcum more talkative liao.. =X
I keep on suan her just now..
Dunno what I ate b4 that.. mouth so sour.. lols..
Anyway... thx for her treat to the BBQ Chicken at Cine..
We both have the Korean Charboiled...
It is quite nice.. Can go dere try it out.. lols..
After that... we went to taka to hunt for chocolate...
N~ of course.. get some back home.. lols..
Overall.. I have a nice time chatting wif her..
At least.. I m feeling more comfortable now...
N even more better typing it out now...
haiz.. It was too last minute again.. Sianz...
Thala, DJ, Ade and the others r gg for seoul garden tml nite..
which jus decided few hours ago..
Sianz.. So LAST MINUTE!
I cant join due to work.. Arghs..
Only can Say... "Hey.. Enjoy u all the meal tml.." Lols...
C u all other day ba...
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