Monday, July 30, 2007, 3:05 AM
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Will this be my last time blogging over here?
I started this blog when I attached wif Anna..
Also a blog first created by her..
This blog is mainly for her ba..
But.. I dunno I still nid it ma?
Coz I like make her very angry wif me again!!!
But.. the problem is.. I until now still blur blur.. dunno wat wrong.. make her more angry wif me..
She totally dun pick my call nor reply my msg le..
I feel so sad but also worry abt her.. coz.. She nv do tt b4..
scare she got problem..
So did a very stupid thing which was send her a veri long msg.. Finally.. she reply..
N I noe tt msg will definitely make her more angry wif me de..
But If I dun do that.. she wont reply me.. N I wont noe she is ok..
N.. obviously now.. haiz.. dun say le..
I Love her a lot..
Did many things for her.. as long as I noe will make her happy..
But.. I think I bring more unhappiness to her ba..
Mayb still now.. I really still cannot understand her..
Mayb is I being stupid or wat ba..
N I tink coz our diff living environment make me cant understand her problems ba..
I dunno what to say nor to do now le..
She seem like really damn angry wif me le.. or shld b upset ba..
What I can do already do in the past le..
But.. the main root of the problem is still dere.. Remain unchanged..
I try to change myself to avoid it le.. by keeping all to myself..
However.. those kind of feeling is still dere.. N it trigger it again..
Will this conflict end soon?
I hope it will.. But.. I hope it will not end up giving up the r/s..
haiz..
It had been days... we nv c, talk nor msg each other le..
I really cant slp.. So here blogging..
Miss her..
Does she miss me too?
Haiz..
Full of rubbish tinking in my mind now!!!
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